Right know I really don't know how I am going to make it through 6 months of this! I am so unhappy. Daddy said i should get a job to give me something to do, I think he is right but I don't know what to do? I just need some guidance and help. I really don't think university is for me, I realised this last year but am too stubborn to give up and hear I am unhappy yet again. Still, only 6 more months till I am done with my second year and can finally move back home where I can be happy. Tomorrow I might be going to the riding social where I don't know anyone but hopefully can meet some of them and maybe give me something to keep me busy. Then on Thursday it is mine (not really I know the other girl will take it over) Birthday night out, finally get to see Roz again which should be good. Then home time :D I just don't understand how the whole country seems to love uni yet for me it is hell!
I need to snap out of this, so many people have far worse lives and all I have to complain about is that I don't enjoy uni, it's selfish I know but I just feel so unhappy, I can only hope it gets better. I am trying so hard in everything I do and starting riding again next week so hope that goes well.
Am going to stop writing now before I get any more irritating.
Don't know what I would do without my friends at home and everything, your the only things getting me through this so thank you.
x x x
Aww alex hope things get better, talk to me if you want <3 x
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